:: QOTD #122 ::

人は誰でも、それぞれに悩みを抱えている。

壊れそうな心を必死に抱きしめて。

もう12月だ。

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:: Bisik Pada Langit ::

Tempoh hari, setelah agak lama juga tidak memberi cuti kepada diri sendiri, aku keluar bersama sepupu yang paling dekat di hati. 

Bila Anis kata mahu datang ke rumah pada cuti hari Deepavali, aku terus reschedule segala kelas yang ada pada hari itu. Jarang-jarang aku cuti ketika orang lain bercuti.

“Merdeka pun ada tuisyen ya,” seorang bapa kepada pelajar pernah berseloroh.

“Cikgu raya kat sini ke? Kalau raya kedua nak buat tuisyen OK ke?” tanya seorang lagi pelajar lain, mungkin berdebar kerana peperiksaan percubaan SPM di sekolahnya betul-betul selepas cuti Hari Raya Aidiladha.

Minggu ini cuti sekolah. Jadi, pada waktu pagi pun aku ada tuisyen. Ada pelajar yang balik dari asrama, ada juga yang memang mahu tukarkan tuisyen ke waktu pagi. Jadual agak padat. Maklum saja, SPM tinggal kurang sebulan lagi!

Kembali kepada topik asal, aku dan Anis memutuskan untuk ke KLCC. Bila difikirkan, sudah lama juga aku tidak jejakkan kaki ke sana. Ini kali yang pertama buat tahun ini (2017 hanya tinggal lagi dua bulan). Tahun lepas, mungkin cuma sekali juga. Eh, yakah? Aku pun tak ingat.

Ada dua agenda kami ke KLCC hari itu. Satu, mahu ke Kinokuniya. Dua, ke TGV Cinema untuk menonton Bisik Pada Langit. Continue reading

:: Random ::

Today is supposed to be the wordless day. But for some reasons, I feel like writing. You know when some people – sometimes for no reason – feel like not doing anything, feel like eating something sweet, and so on. It’s the mood, no?

So I’ll just write. This post is so random, that even when typing this, I still have no idea on what to talk about. Let see if some ideas will eventually come out of nowhere.

I’m not gonna take long time to write this. I have to do some reports, planning, reading and editing afterwards.

Recently, my weekends were so packed with classes. On Sundays for example, I had 4 two-hour lessons in a row. Well that’s not including the travelling hours. There were days where I had to be outside from 11.00 a.m to 11.00 p.m. Wait. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining. I love my job. I love teaching.

Sometimes I’m so tired that I don’t feel like meeting any friends, texting and stuffs. When I’m home, I usually spend my time playing with my cats, doing some house chores and reading – I have loads of books to be read.

Sometimes I wonder, am I living a normal life?

Oh ya. About my Japanese study, I’m thinking to go to another school. Some of the reasons are;

  • To change the learning environment. – I’ve been learning at the same school for almost 3 years!
  • The tuition fee at the new school is slightly cheaper. – Location wise, they are almost the same.
  • The new school offers more conversation practices rather than grammatical theory and writing. – I need to practice speaking and delivering my ideas in Japanese.

I haven’t told my current sensei about quitting the school. I think I’ll do it in this week.

Frankly, it’s not that easy to change – well I don’t know if I can get well into the new school with new sensei and classmates – but sometimes we just need to get out of our comfort zones.

Unless you try to do something beyond you have already mastered, you will never grow. – Ralph Waldo Emerson

They say, every new level of your life will demand a different you. Probably this is the time.

Oh, I miss Miyatake Sensei.

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Okayyy. Looks like I have taken more than 15 minutes to write this. So I’ll stop here.

:: QOTD #117 ::

Saw this on twitter:

​Ramadan leads people who never prayed to pray. Don’t laugh about someone who might find his turning point in these blessed days.

Just because you’ve never made a mistake before, doesn’t mean you’ll never ever make one. 

Al-iman yazid wa yanqus.

We are human being, with so many flaws. We make mistakes in life ー so many of them to the extend that sometimes we don’t even realise we’re making one. 

May Allah leads our way, whenever and wherever we are. 

Ramadan kareem, people.